worddlessss wednesday

Assalamualaikum!

Life is not simple...
Wahhh...tajuk mengalahkan Nobel. Btw, aku skang da stay at kampong taking care my grandpa n grandma. Well...its mean I didn't working lah kan.. But lately i was thinking, why me?? There still many things that i didn't explore. Mane nak makan... Mana nk bli things yg aku suka. Its all about money..right? Dah lah gst d perkenalkan...minyak mtor naik... Brg2 nnaik... Wahh...banyak tol aku pikir kan.

My grandma plak..
Satu hal lagi.
I blik umah...tujuan nyer nak
jaga my atok yang sakit.
Tp.....everyday dok ajak angkat kayu
angkat batu... N angkat umah jer blom
agi ni...huhuhuuu.. Sedey!
Bukan malas..i also nk rest kan masa atok tidor.

Tp tu lah...
Hati aku ni nape lah
baik sangat....
Aku kadang2 x kisah dengan hidop
ni...cam i gave my life for them. Cam redha jew...
Sometimes i was thinking....
Why Allah swt didn't give me
a really gud job such as engineer,doc or pilot(wahh byk cantik koje ni yg dipilih)..
Then...i realised. There is one reason. Only 1 reason...my grandparents.

When i said i m jeolous with
anyone who have a job....
I really mean it. Frustrated!! Please go away from me.... Arrrgggghhh!!!!
Whatever!!!!!!!!!!

I m done! Thats all....

Everyone said...
Believe yg lepas ni rezeky bertmbah.
N I do believe it!
Allah ada together with me...
TAking care of me...
Watching me...
Allah is everthing to me...
I really hope perasaan evil thinking
aku pegi jauh2..
Shuhh! Shuhh! Go away from me larr...

K...the end!
Stop thinking evinese..
Be strong..
GAMBATEH!!!!!

FIGHTING!!!!!